This experience is amazing and I'm so glad that God has given me the chance to come to work with TWLOHA. I keep having to remind myself to live in the moment and not let this whole experience fly by without be being to process what's happening around me. Over the past week I had a conversation with my cousin up in Charleston about how difficult it is being here and reading people's stories via email or myspace and how it's taking a toll on me emotionally. I've just got to remember that I was on the other side of those emails a year and a half ago and if I can't provide some hope for those dealing with what I have dealt with and more, then where will they find hope? I've had a lot on my mind lately and it has been eating away at my heart. I feel that my heart is splitting in two and it's frustrating. When I was in Ocala all I could think of is how much I was missing people from Columbia and how I was missing people from Cocoa.